Knowing how important likes and views are on social media and how much many pretend and rehash other's experiences like it was their own, I see a bigger cause. In light of this bigger cause I share my experience on this platform.

The importance of those experiencing an actual kundalini awakening and those who release energy through Kundalini activations like KAP and Spinal energetics, out weighs those rehashing something or encouraging illusory awakenings. With this I am aware to be breaking a mystic rule to allow everyone their own experience. But again I see the need for a bit more clarity in this kundalini jungle and not even caring about sharing what is deeply personal like my spiritual path online.

There's no way you yourself can prepare for your kundalini awakening or have your kundalini activated by someone else. Kundalini activations are nice marketing as are spinal energetics which can help the system release. Kundalini activations are perhaps a good way to release energy at best. Those claiming to be against the trend but can't share personal experience and those who believe to facilitate it, can't possibly have experienced any form of true kundalini awakening. If you did you would never in your lifetime want to be facilitating such in groupsetting. The step by step preparation I hear some who claim to understand the true awakening speak of, is NOT something you yourself can prepare for. You absolutely cannot. Those who know smile, at this sentence...

You know why?

My kundalini erupted at 23. You don't want to live this experience on some mat in a space with people you don't know or recognize. It's has been the most forceful, scary and difficult experience I have lived to this day. It humbled me to my core and into full surrender of self. In retrospect it took a specific amount of time with the signs growing for those around me who understood where I was in my experience. Luckily.

Knowing versus The way

The beautiful start in which love completely consumes you never fades. The animals who walk in, surround you no matter where you're going and little children flocking to you and come play with you, as do even waterbirds who come out of the water in flocks to sit with, on and around you, is all you knew about nature's intelligence and more, but never experienced. It's when nature shows you in abundance the proof of the force which moves through all. On every level. You're here, you arrived and you live the interconnectedness. This was my experience when I fully surrendered.

Experience

My husband saw and understood what was happening for me, as did my yoga teacher at the time and a few friends. Without support of those who experienced it before me, I would not have only lost my complete sense of self, sense of 1, fully surrender in a matter of weeks, take more than a year to integrate, be scared shitless of the force which ripped my life apart and happened in my body, I would have been kept in a psychic ward for years. Without support of my husband, his teachers and my own who lived the experience I was safe and free to fully go through this, at the time unwanted, initiation. I wasn't looking for it and neither happy to be in the eye of this experience for weeks on end nor did I expect it to be this extreme when the rising up erupted.

ME

I was in no way busy or focused on anything kundalini related and you can never prepare for what force you will meet when it awakens, anyway.

So those claiming to be for or against kundalini activations, i invite YOU to prepare if true kundalini awakening ever happens to anyone in your surroundings as YOUR preparation is the only thing which will matter when it happens to someone close to you. The only thing which will bring you such deep connection with yourself, life and everything you have known to be true about the love that is life, came together for me in the years leading up to this point and only deepened since. I am grateful to have experienced such, but think that being a bit informed by a lived experience and I only shares 10% here of what it entails, can help you stay out of confusion. Even if I only help that one person needing it now, I happily break the mystic code.

Kundalini awakening is nothing to play with but I do feast at the thought that these activations happen and some poor soul's kundalini actually awakens on the spot.. that's just ME